A Transsexuals view on life

This blog contains ideas, issues and concerns of a male to female transsexual. It is a part of the public forum.

Tuesday, December 30, 2003

Me and my lover spent a couple of nights on the Queen Mary in Long Beach.
What a wonderful stay it was. It was relaxing. It was warm. It was fun, and it was quiet.
I recommend that anybody who likes to travel stay at the Queen Mary in Long Beach.

The Portofino Inn in Anaheim on Harbor Blvd is not trans friendly. They were downright weird.
Let me tell you about a recent experience with PG&E.
They came to our building to turn the electricity on in a vacant apartment.
Like there is some to turn on?
Since I am a resident manager of an apartment building I am required to indentify whoever is looking in peoples windows. Or should I say identify any riff raff.
Well we were right the PG&E guy was riff raff.
He did not identify himself and even was argumentaive and combative towards the request.

My message is: Consumers be careful PG&E is riff raff. They do not think and operate in the best interest of the consumer.

They can be theives, they can be liars and they are worthless.(blackout in SF that cost me money).

Conclusion: California what do you have to offer, besides police abuse, crappy public transportation, no jobs, fucked up politicians, no health care, illegal immigrants, and worst of all over 150 undocumented sexual predators roaming the streets daily.
This state is the worst state in the union.(besides Texas)

If you are considering moving here-DON'T because there is nothing here.
I KNOW I MADE A MISTAKE IN COMING TO SAN FRANCISCO. DON'T MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE.

Friday, December 19, 2003

Please keep Chief Fagan. Please Keep Chief Fagan.
Another police chief in the City of San Francisco would be detrimental to the transgender community.

Tuesday, December 16, 2003

The employee who committed the workplace violence apologized.
Wow !
I am much safer now?

Monday, December 15, 2003

Remember the workplace violence I mentioned?
Well, the employee who threw the temper tantrum called it a joke. He said he was being funny.
I guess thats how people die in the workplace.
Because the people committing the violence aren't in touch with reality.

Chalk one up for another failure of the mental health system.

Thats why people are dying and getting killed in the workplace because the people who are committing the violence are mentally ill and the employers are ignoring the warning signs.

Working in America is demeaning, violent and unfair.

Its time to start carrying weapons to work. I also recommend body armor.

Saturday, December 13, 2003

Workplace violence. Yep us transsexuals have to deal with that to.
I experienced it last night at a cookie store. I am grateful for the employment, but when the owner is screwing the help and the help is committing workplace violence it just doesn't seem worth it.
Do you know what it is like to have a co-worker throw clipboards, boxes and utensils at you, all at the same time. Well it happened.
You know whats worse. The freak hasn't apologized. The owner has not dealt with it at all, and I still have to go to work.
Is it a matter of time before one of my co-workers kills me?
Is it a matter of time when I have to quit my job thus becoming homeless?
Is it a matter of time that I will have to sue the employer?
I have to deal with the strangest shit form the strangest people and all because I want to be MYSELF.

If I get shot at my job the world will know why because of this blog posting.

Thursday, December 11, 2003

I guess the whole country knew about the recent Mayoral election in San Francisco.
I sure am glad its over.
Conclusion: Frickin drama queens.
Even the straight people are dq's.(drama queens)
God Bless America

Tuesday, December 09, 2003

I Love my baby my one and only baby.
So won't you love me to..........

Talking about my own country.
Over 75,000 dollars payed in taxes(by me) and still climbing.
Yeah the Feds have begun an investigation into human rights abuses against the SFPD.
The jail at 850 Bryant street is next. Mr Sherriff Hennesy should worry.
His prison guards are sticking their fingers up peoples butts. It happened to me.
The sherriffs department still ignores the complaints against them.

Dear Federal government:
My mom did not want me to get tortured by my own country when I was born.
I don't want my children to be abused by law enforcement people in this country.
The human rights abuses against US citizens is out of hand.
I did not deserve to be tortured.
Please help.
There is trouble in our homeland.
Stop ignoring the complaints or the past will get repeated.

Monday, December 08, 2003

Hello:
San Francisco claims to be the kindest and safest place for transsexuals. Well it's not.
It's not because when I go to buy coffee, some worthless denizen of society will laugh.
Some worthless denizen of society will make me use pepper spray.
Some worthless denizen of society will want to check my ID.
Some worthless denizen of society will call me what I am not.
Some worthless denizen of society will want me to vote for them.
Some worthless denizen of society will make it all very unsafe.
Moral of the story.
If your a transsexual living in San Francisco.
Buy a GUN!!!
You may need it.

Monday, December 01, 2003

First of all I want to extend my Thanks to T. Sparks and Chief Fagan, and all others, for the work they have done in affording the transsexual community, in SF, more protection against violence, especially when the violence comes from the police.

Wow...and Thank you!!
Role models?

On November 12 2003 the San Francisco Police Commision, passed unanimously, reform within the SF "police department that will provide TG's and TS's with protection in matters related to booking, detention, and transportion of trangenders under arrest for suspicion of illegal activities." (info from BAR by Zak Szymanski)

Over the Thanksgiving weekend me an my lover traveled to the Grand Canyon.
Wow what a beautiful place, but when we drove to Page we came upon a factory of sorts.
It was blowing pollution all over the desert. What the fuck is that all about?
That land belongs to the NATIVE AMERICANS and someone is blowing frickin chemicals all over it.
The Navajo should fight that or stop that and shut it down. Who cares if the place provides jobs and some sort of aid (gasoline or electricity) for our living habits. Their are other ways to get what we need.
Will someone Please !! stop the polluting of our deserts, forests, mountains and rivers.
IT MAKES ME CRY when I see pollution on our land. TEARDROPS..................................................
signed: a taxpayer

I want to say that the people along our trip, for the most part, treated us with respect.
However, there is a restaurant in Tusayan, Arizona, on route 64 north, which is 1 mile from the rim in the Grand Canyon area.
This restaurant is called Yippi Yi Yo's and it is steak house.
Don't go there !!!!!
The people who run that place suck and need mental health services and care.
It should be shut down.
All the other restaurants and stores the people were cool.
But remember service is slower in the country.

I want to Thank my lover publicly for driving all that way(over 1200 miles in four days). And we lived.

The Grand Canyon makes me proud because it shows age, longevity and the beauty of America.

However......

WARNING WARNING WARNING.
There are large groups of illegals running around (on the highways) in Southeast California.
They may only be here to work, but they could be dangerous to families who are traveling.








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