A Transsexuals view on life

This blog contains ideas, issues and concerns of a male to female transsexual. It is a part of the public forum.

Friday, January 30, 2004

A transsexuals experience with the first day of college.

As I place my first foot on the campus these are the thoughts going through my mind.

Will some person come up to me and scream right in my face-you faggot--you crossdresser
--you gay ass little queer.
Will someone sneak up behind me and hit me over my head.
Will someone come up to me-that's a man-your not a girl .
Will someone taunt me in class.

All of this has happened to me while trying to get educated.

But not yet at San Francisco State University.

Its a matter of time. Transsexuals take a beating in every aspect of life.
Let me tell you that the people who dish out hate to another persons lifestyle is not acting on behalf of the United States.
The US is comprised of all makes and models of people and anybody who bashes a transsexual should really look at themselves or they will die.
Yes I said it.
The US is full of immigrants all of which fled their country because they failed to
control their environment.
Weakness causes flight. Strength causes change.

So any person out there who bashes a transsexual is bashing America.
And if the bashing and killing of transsexuals does not stop then we have the right to bear arms.
Thus causing violence.
This is a message to all hatemongers.
Watch your back because if you bash me I will bomb you.
Just like our leader bombed Iraq.
Americans are the toughest people in the world and I am not going to take it anymore.

Remember bombs kill and 9mm bullets leave big holes.

Sunday, January 25, 2004

Surprise surprise
I have met Asians that like me.

Asians are sweet people.
I do have confidence in their work.
I will never discriminate against them because
I have realized that they want to be themselves.
Just like transsexuals.

Saturday, January 10, 2004

Thoughts on my mind today:
It's official:
My family has wrote me off.
I guess it's because of to much beggin.
Or is it because I am absent from the family
Or is it because I am different.
Or is it becasue they are stuck in the idealogy of the status quo.

God tells me: What comes around goes around.
They do love me but I am not smart enough to figure it out, or realize it.
Relax everybody experiences SHIT.

Conclusion: Living the life of a transsexual is frickin emotional, dramatic, unpredictable,
adventurous, dangerous and exciting.

BUT living as a sex change or transsexual has provided me with more challenges,
opportunites, knowledge and well-being than any other previous lifestyle.

PS: I know my MOM and Sis love me and I love them.

Mr President:
When you gonna put me on the frontlines(Iraq)? Transsexuals know how to fight.
Those pansies in the military now are just gonna get shot up and destroyed.
You should seek out and enlist the real fighters in this country.




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