A Transsexuals view on life

This blog contains ideas, issues and concerns of a male to female transsexual. It is a part of the public forum.

Thursday, March 11, 2004

It happened:
At San Francisco State University when I was exiting a class, a group of four people were standing in the hallway trying to figure out my sex.
"She looks like a man" "IT is a man....hahahaha." In front of hundreds of other students while I was getting ready to use the bathroom.
I am a male to female transsexual and I pass very well and I am not a man. I am a woman.
I am 40 years old and pay a lot of money to go to that school and I have to dodge kids and their ignorance.
Yes I am assuming they were younger than me because mature adults don't act like that unless they are on drugs.

I came to California 8 years ago to change my sex and get an education.
I need the education for employment reasons and to try and stamp out my racism.
But when a group of young black kids are bashing me it sure makes it harder for me to put down my CONFEDERATE Flag.

Do you know what is weirder and smarter:
I hold my African American, Asian, Hispanic and white transsexual friends with the highest regard.
They are on a higher level of consciouness, maturity and just plain smartness than the people who bash me.
I never fly my flag in front any transsexual.
I feel sorry for my African American transsexuals because they must take a beating from their own race.
Asians to.
The only white people who fuck with me are drug addicts, homeless people and cops.

San Francisco State has started a war.
They are not promoting diversity amongst the student body with transgenders.
They usually cater to other races. Hispanic, Asian and Arab.
The Gay boys and the Lesbians are usually to far in the closet to help.
The Queer Alliance at SFState is full of lazy gay boys who want to sit around and look stupid and talk into each others ears....what a waste.

This is a wake up call President Corrigan.
You do your part to get those students educated about my community or you may ulitmately face lawsuits because students in the California University system have sued and they did win. I will not waste time on your so-called formal complaint process.
Those processes are humiliating and fruitless.
IT is YOUR responsibility MR Corrigan to educate the student body and if you think not...well all I have to say is be prepared.

I want my community to know:
I will never be racist toward anybody in my community, but I have to stick up for myself and the only way I know so far is through racism. Its all I know. Its the only education I have.
So far its my only defense

Nobody in my community has taught me how to address minorites when they bash me so I break out my CONF.......... flag.

I wish somone in my community would educate me so when a Black man or an Asian or an Arab does fuck with me the first thing that pops in my mind is NOT the rope.

Peace to my community.

To the black kids who fucked with me. WATCH YOUR BACK.
A racist transsexual is lurking on the campus.
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